IM SO IN LOVE WITH HIM!!!!so i have this amazing guy i have been dating for the past three months and he is great! its almost like i cant live without him its like were supposed to b together but hes not a guy someone like me would date. first off hes not really that smart but neither am i but i apply my self to school he on the other hand doesn't care but that's him. i help him when he wants my help! so we broke up for a day it was the worst day of my life i hated not having him its like i was empty like i wasn't all there. i think the other reason that i felt that way is because i let people get in my head and try and tell me why he was not right for me and i slowly started listening to them and i got really mad at him for something so dumb that i couldn't even explain and i just broke up with him. it hurt me but i talked all big and tried to hurt him and it was only hurting me instead of him.so the next day i came to school saw him his fiends all came up to me and tried to tell me that he wants me back but didn't want to go out so easy and i apologized to him more then i have to any other person in my whole life. i wanted him back i asked for another chance and everything. he gave it to me but he said before he did give me one reason why i should take u back and u know what i couldn't even give one reason other then the fact that i loved him and i knew he did as well but i sat down and though about it and u know what till this day i cant think of a reason of my he should take me back and i told him that i missed him and i promised him that everything that i did wrong would never happen again and it hasn't and he as well promised the same thing in return and we are happier then what we were before we broke up because we both have realized what it feels like to lose the one that you love the most in life!!!! he told me that i was the only girl that he has ever felt this way about before and that he has ever said he loves you to in him whole life!!! that made me feel so good and when i lost him i cried even though it was my fault but i think i cried more because he didn't fight me when i tried to leave he just let me go and let me do what i wanted to do and that hurt more then anything mean anyone has ever done to me!!! this has happened to0 me before but before a guy did it to me and the next day he moved i June it will b three years he has been gone and i still find myself thinking about it about what i did wrong that he waited to break up with me if he had planed it all along or if he was having a problem deciding what to do and he didn't want to have a long distance relationship with me but he could have one with him other girlfriend that lives in Tennessee and he lives in North Carolina. But lately these days i find my self thinking less and less about him cause i have been wanting him to come back for the past 3 years and he hasn't yet so i don't care anymore about it but when i think about him i always wounder if he comes back what will i do if i see him face to face and u know what i will never know what i will do cause he is never going to come back here ever again and i really don't care anymore cause im happy with they guy i have now!!!! he is prefect for me and he is amazing to me everyday!!!!!!!
IM SO IN LOVE WITH HIM!!!!
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